kayu

How would it be if Superman only came to save you a second after it was too late, when he could've very easily prevented the whole thing?


Too little, too late, I'm afraid.

I'm hurting :/

I don't sweat bitches who don't appreciate me
-Manny



8/20. free at last.

She can kill with a smile, she can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child, but she's always a woman to me

She can lead you to love, she can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth, but she'll never believe you
And she'll take what you give her as long it's free
Yeah, She steals like a thief, but she's always a woman to me

CHORUS
Ohhh... she takes care of herself
She can wait if she wants, she's ahead of her time
Ohhh... and she never gives out
And she never gives in, she just changes her mind

And she'll promise you more than the garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you and laugh while you're bleeding
But she’ll bring out the best and the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself 'cause she's always a woman to me

CHORUS

She's frequently kind and she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool
And she can't be convicted, she's earned her degree
And the most she will do is throw shadows at you,
But she's always a woman to me

trusting people is hard for me,
someone told me the way to fight it is to give myself entirely without worrying about the consequences... but how do I do that?

Working on oneself is probably the hardest thing you have to do.. its so difficult because you've grown up this way and learned to accept yourself this way, but now you find out its all wrong, and you have to go through hardship to change. mmm I'll say No, thank you?

gotta do it though, cause it'll hurt more later on. Life is complicated, no?
How do you get back up after being pushed down for some time?

I re-arranged my room. Time for change! I kind of like it, there's more space to one side. i vacuumed too!

I want you to want to do the dishes.

cuentas claras conservan amistades
<3
clean accounts keep friendships

I'd like to post my first nosebleed ever

its kinda cool, but weird.. I think my blood pressure is high, it just started doing that all on its own and it felt funny all of a sudden.


proof that studying is bad for you!

why all this fucking fighting?

I ride my bike to school now, so I think I'm the coolest kid on the block. I don't have time to do anything these days, which I guess is good cause I keep busy. I get sad when I have time to myself.

I hate people that call you to talk and then expect you to do all the work to make conversation. I will give credit to one person I used to know. That fucker could make me talk on the phone for hours.
I hope he's well ♥


I want to hang out with people that read this journal. Im not sure who that is, if anybody, but yeah.
Caldy get out your spoons. Its time for a Great Wall of Ice Cream China.

Your sorry eyes cut through bone
Make it hard to leave you alone
Leave you here wearing your wounds
Waving your guns at somebody new

Baby, you're a lost
Baby, you're a lost
Baby, you're a lost cause

There's too many people you used to know
They see you coming
They see you go
They know your secrets
And you know theirs
This town is crazy
Nobody cares

Baby, you're a lost
Baby, you're a lost
Baby, you're a lost cause

I'm tired of fighting
I'm tired of fighting
Fighting for a lost cause

There's a place where you are going
You ain't never been before
No one laughing at your back now
No one's standing at your door
That's what you thought love was for

Baby, you're a lost
Baby, you're a lost
Baby, you're a lost cause

I'm tired of fighting
I'm tired of fighting
Fighting for a lost cause

"...if we pay attention to the fact that we can move,
breathe, feel, laugh, cry and notice sunsets,
there is cause for joy."

-Geneen Roth

sigh.

i realized that all the entries i put on here are super depressing or angry all the time.

I'm not like that.
just so happens that I only post whenever I'm super down or super pissed.


otherwise I think im relatively happy

things are coming to an end,
it makes me sad but it has to happen.
things are changing a lot. It hurts so much,
I can't stand it. This semester has not been
a happy one. I can't explain, you would not
understand.. this is not how I am.

:guitar solo:

I have no motivation to be social,
and there is a party downstairs.
I just wanna be here... studying..


you are receding, a distant ship on the horizon.

HALLOOOO ITS DEFINITELY 4 IN THE MORNING.. i'm very much awake and going nuts. watching alton brown on tv.

btw... i love spicy pistachios!

I hate those types of people that, when in an argument, aim not to solve the problem, but to make the other person cry.

JERKS!


My dad leaves tomorrow again :/
My best friend left yesterday :/
I wanna live in Venezuela.

Sorry.
I really do.

I truly believe global warming is real.


To those of you who don't believe in it..... why take the chance that it could be?

DO IT.

Why do I feel so damn lonely all the time

but WHAT FEELINGS?

18 days till Ram comes back

That stupid girl almost put all of us in PROBATION at UM.


FRIGGIN HOE.

I'm tired of being overshadowed...

makes me really damn depressed.


I remembered, Christy, that I would sometimes call you Gonzo, and it made me laugh.